Getting Focused.

You’d think it would be easy for a Capricorn like me who lives in her planner and her phone calendar to be focused and willing to get things done. I gotta tell you that lately it's been a chore. Everything has felt like a chore. It's to the point where I don't feel like doing it because it's felt like a chore. Nothing feels fun. Nothing feels exciting. There's no focus on the things I should be focused on.

The world around me isn't inspiring me. The world around me feels rigid and boring. I am not complaining. I'm grateful for those around me. I'm blessed I'm well aware. But I feel like I'm being poked. Something is saying “HEY THERE’S MORE!” and I can't seem to navigate to what or where that more is. I haven't a clue but I know there's more. It's annoying. I know the people closest to me see it in my eyes. That I wanna run. That something is compelling me to go somewhere. Traditional methods don't work here. I thrive outside a box funny enough. Give me the starter pack and I can figure it out from there.

All of this rambling to say I need to get focused again. Back into the blog and back into work in a really meaningful way again. For a while now I've been doing what I can when I can but that's not enough anymore. I need more. So I have to go out and find more. Get focused.

So how do I get there?

- One hour a day on the blog
- One hour a day writing/journaling
- Walking more
- Pitching more

There are more things but I'm not gonna list it all.

I feel like the focus is the name of the game for the rest of the month. You're gonna hear that word a lot from me. Sorry in advance.